Thursday, April 2, 2009

original poem- silently cry

one.... 2... three... [pause dramatically].....4.....five...6...

my heart beats at the sight

of your smile...your eyes

mesmerized , got me hypnotized..big deep brown eyes

filtered with little white lies that branches off of the stem that once died...

the truth

or what he wanted to believe..

like forbidden destiny

blind sighted me into believing what is not.

" baby this baby that"

please don't subject me into that whirlpool of your "bitter" sweetness

that candy coated love

tricking me like a naive child...first sweet then sour..on the tip of my tongue

breathe

just leave me be... please stop, cause right bout now this thing called L-O-V-E is confusing me

head beating, heart pounding, palms sweating,

now I'm drowning.... lungs closing, lights flashing.

end of life..& one road gone!

our past stops us in our tracks

haltingly altering our future and forcefully pulling us back

and we will not...

cannot ....

should not...

would not look past it.

you touched her!

you loved her ?

hands that were once mine intertwined with another

hope it was worth it as your caramel and her chocolate clashed and erupted. just sit!

kissed her lips?

& now i could sit back and laugh and say she a strag and i knew it..

caressed her hips.....and what can i do but cry..???

cry silent tears as if my heart were broken.

&& indeed it was...once and forever will be...i will always see

and feel the pain within,

as i griped my hand and kissed his soft juicy lips as he pulled me closer.

him not you, the past, present or my could be future

the lips..that of another man *sigh*

cant understand why i would stoop that low

so shallow

footsteps i nonchalantly followed ...blind with no sight

two wrongs don't make it right

but what do you do when there is no angle by your side?

the past comes to haunt us

him...

me...

we....cant be what the definition of what "we" used to be.

him and I

the love of my life...

same big brown deep eyes

lock with mine

and we silently cry .......

- [N] Royalty

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